The Moon Of My Life!

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I looked at the sky above,

To find the beauty of the moon shine with Love.

The feel of being lonely had fled,

As within my heart your face had spread!

 

Looking at the moon made me shy,

Flooding memories when we were eye to eye.

Under the moon on the balcony I stood,

At midnight smiling seeing you in hood.

 

Those days the light shone on us,

But today it’s directed on me alone with no fuss.

As the darkness of your depart engulfed,

Thinking of those long lasting promises, I sniffed.

 

Realization struck like thunder, why this fool?

When I’m rewarded with memories of The Rasool!

The one who brought the light to my mind,

Infact, the words of God to whole of humankind!

 

The one who was of striking appearance,

With radiance eliminated, from his face in brilliance.

When he was silent, his beauty radiated,

Dignity wrapping him, eloquence demonstrated.

 

His words like jewels coming off a necklace,

Flowing magically, in poise and serene, speckless.

Those around him would shy away from his majesty,

But the desire to see him made them conflictingly.

 

Narrated Anas Ibn malik that One full moon night,

I looked out at gentle moon so smooth, an awesome sight!

But compared to the face of My Rasool,

Radiance from him, far beautiful than the moon.

 

Never seen my beloved Prophet in real,

But when I look at this lovely moon so surreal.

I shy away, looking down in waiting for the day,

I get to witness the moon of my life, yay!

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The moment my friend gave me this topic I had two faces in my mind which related a lot to the moon!! I hope I have done justice to the topic at hand!! Seriously!! I hope!!!!!! *sweating Palms*  😉

Ishma Imroz

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I thought She’s not mine anymore!

Nothing can do justice to what she has written in her books, I’m such a huge fan of her – but I don’t know her real name nor any details. Just that her Wattpad name is “Sajmra” and her book is named – Once Upon A Qadr. Please click on the book name to read the story. This scene nearly moved me to tears and here I express it in the form of Poetry! Just a small scene and I highly recommend you guys read this book. I have been experiencing a Writer’s Block lately and couldn’t come up with anything! I hope this poem even expresses a bit of the emotions I am feeling at the moment! Please read and let me know, my dear readers! 🙂

 

“She isn’t mine anymore”,

My guilt made an uproar.

Hospitalized and in coma was she,

For two whole weeks and all blames on me!

With a coffee mug in hand I sit,

Staring aimlessly as the screen ahead, lit.

Wanting to see her so desperate,

I couldn’t do anything, as we were now separate!

Seventh cup of coffee I made,

Couldn’t sleep from the moment I heard she was in shade.

“I did this to her, I deserve worse than what I am through now”

My heart would only rest when I see you, now!

Just as my phone buzzed,

As her dad’s voice asked me to go and recite to my beloved!

I rushed off to not let them change,

You never know when people’s mind shall play strange.

As I entered the room,

I saw her lay on her back with tubes taking away her bloom.

Her dad whispered, “You are our last hope, she has stopped fighting”

“No that can’t happen” my heart within my chest was pounding.

Without being forced I wouldn’t stop,

Reciting to her I kept on, never let my hopes drop.

“Isn’t it my fault she was here in the first place?”

I thought. And after a month of losing her I talked, in case.

Hopefully, I kept blabbering about how she was missed,

Her finger showed a twitch while I lost my tears, in the midst.

Did I not express my love n apologies for hurting her so bad?

No choice did I have to take her back, and wasn’t I mad?

That was when I heard a mere whimper,

“Amir?” and this caused my heart to trigger.

She was back and that too for me.

“I was striving hard to push the clouds away, to tell you..” said she.

“To tell you that I love you too and nothing in the world would,

Make me happier than to be with you”, and I leaped.

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My treat for the day!

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Loneliness is the only thing I can feel now,

Left out, broken and really low!

I think I deserve it though,

For all I have been is the worth to throw!

I wish within my heart so deep,

If I had you with me so as to weep

Off with my sorrows I jump,

Into a pool of tears so dump!

Trickling of Water tickling my feet,

Slowing the pace of my agitated heart’s beat!

The relief it gives by its reach,

My day’s treat for the sorrow’s each!

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Darkness To light of my Life!

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Watching helplessly as the darkness engulfed,

Shrouding me as though I were to be handcuffed!

Quivering in the bitter cold I looked around,

Tiny sense of hope within me holding me profound!

 

Eyes fell on that tiny spot of light,

Far beyond my reach to my plight!

Regardless I stumbled and crawled through the dust,

To capture that light for my soul to rest!

 

With bruises and a hollow soul I finally arrived,

Tired yet thrilled, into the light I dived!

With efforts so hard I stood upright,

Enjoying the spot light with delight!

 

Letting the light enter my heart and soul,

Relief and happiness beginning to unroll!

Alas, the light decided to take a stroll,

Once again leaving me alone in the dark hole!

 

Chasing it with all my might I began,

All in vain, I sat defeated without a plan!

Tears rolling down my cheeks so pale,

Leaving my soul to let out the pain!

 

It struck me like a thunder so swift,

Why not ask my Lord via His gift?

The gift of Salah He guaranteed to relieve,

In my prostrations, relief within my heart began to weave!

 

As I ended and raised my hands above,

I saw the same light shine above me somehow!

Leaving my worries and fears to The One above,

I smiled and flew in the light bestowed, like a dove!

 

Ishma Imroz

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Mumbling Of A Broken Heart

Some One besides me cries day n night thinking about the person who stole her heart. Each passing tear, increases my desire to want to stab that person who broke her so bad… But I was taught PEACE in my religion & this broken heart must have been because we never really listened to the commands of our Lord! So here I am expressing her sorrow in the best way I can!! I wish one day he realizes her value and cries even louder for her, but by then  she walks off like they never even met! I hope I did justice to all those hearts out there at unease coz some IDIOT, who never really understood their value walked off from their life! 

Just know that your Prince Charming is galloping towards you on his beautiful white HORSE (or a Lamborgini – if you ask me 😛 ) to sweep you off your feet!! ❤ 

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Why I wonder did I fall into this trap?

Never once I thought this was my entrap!

Each time you broke me up with your news, so bare

I collected my heart shattered in pieces I swear!

 

One step I took forward, to forget you and lead my lonely life forever

No more you I promised myself to endeavor!

I moved on trying not to be jealous of one’s happy all around,

But rather each time loathing within me, I drowned!

 

Strongly I built up myself to forego,

Until you came back with promises made purely to let go!

Like a nincompoop, I trusted you with my mended heart,

Once again to let you tear it apart!

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So true were my friend’s words I realize,

Too late, here I am left to my loud but silent cries!

Again when I recollected and tried a different life,

There you reappear claiming to make me your wife!

 

This time I expected you to be sincere,

But no you were too notorious to adhere!

At least now will you let me be with my own life?

But nay, you still held your knife!

 

Stabbing me deep within my heart each time,

Revenge you need from me for my crime!

Loving you day in & day out, I think I did wrong

Trusting you blindly in spite your weaknesses so strong!

i wish you told me from the start that you were gonna break my heart

 

 

Ishma Imroz

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Death: A fearful Reality!

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Death of my batch mate recently unveiled,

The painful agony of life being so surreal!

This news that shook us n left us nailed,

No more will we see his smile so sweet & his jokes are now impaled!

 

A wonderful friend, brother and son was he,

Carrying an aura of love, hope n smile!

Never did anyone part with him except like a bee,

Buzzing around happily and all spirits in high profile!

 

His unique sense of humor so profound,

We will miss him, day in and day out!

None of us believed when the news shook the ground,

Not much close personally n still I was blown out!

 

Death is such a painful reality yet to come,

No matter who you’re & where you’re from, you will bleed!

Many reminders abide in the Holy book to choose from,

Still do we pay heed?

 

I don’t unless a reminder so harsh slaps my face off guard,

What about you are you an exception, then Bravo you’ve succeeded indeed!

When the time for the soul to depart has arrived scarred,

No mercy nor sympathy will the angel of Death show to your plead!

 

Except for your good deeds which may ease you from the torment,

A good soul be collected with the perfumed cloak, so smoothly!

The one who wronged be aware of the time so spent,

Soul will be collected but in agony like being passed through an iron mesh harshly!

 

So remind yourself which you want to belong,

To be shown the beautiful palace in Jannah n your own Gardens?

Or to be among the dwellers of Jahannam lifelong,

To be fed with boiling water & bitter dhari which will neither nourish nor satisfy your hunger!

 

Ponder deep n swallow the harsh reality,

Now all left is to pray for the deceased in surrender!

Care for those whom he loved and do charity on his behalf,

Still in shock and grief I promise to remember!

 

He was after all a normal person like you n me!

My friend’s cousin and my bestie’s bestie!

We too can be the one next, are you prepared to face The Almighty?

Indeed, to Him we belong, and indeed, to Him, we shall return.” So it’ll be!

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I have been deeply touched by his death… It was soo sudden to even think about! may Allah forgive His soul n grant him among the highest ranks in Jannah, Aameen!! I’m sorry I couldn’t update anything.. My mind wouldn’t just leave this misery!! Deeply inspired by an article a friend of mine, uploaded! Subhaan Allah So true are these words of Our Lord! May we all be blessed by The One above n be protected till our soul’s are ready to meet it’s Lord! Ameen ya rabbul Aalameen!! 

Death: A destroyer of Pleasures… Must read!

-Ishma Imroz